September 2011
5 posts
August 2011
2 posts
Hello, senior year. You’re looking rather wonderful this morning.
:)
June 2011
1 post
MY FREAKING LIFE!!!! SHITTTT
May 2011
2 posts
Day 2 with him
He still gives me butterflies and makes me laugh, still listens and laughs with me. It was rainy and we didn’t end up going through with our plans (bowling) and we just sat at a starbucks, it was still incredible.
And he still didn’t kiss me because he wants to be careful with me. He makes me feel like I’m precious … Important. As if he wants to protect...
He makes me feel beautiful, smart, funny. He makes me feel like I’m worth something. He gives me hope :)
April 2011
5 posts
I let it fall, my heart
And when it fell, you rose to claim it
<3
I want to find someone that affects my life, causes a shift in my soul, and inspires my mind.
Someone who, if they were gone, caused the sun to neither rise nor set, but be suspended, hanging and lurching in the sky. The moon too would wretch the heated day-filled darkness, lingering in reminder that my universe is empty, forsaken, and Vacant.
For when he comes back, he will strap his hands to...
How is it we talk about the most random shit …
Amsterdam
Music
Family
Smiley face-offs
Everything in between
… And I still feel the urge to at more
:)
This boy has my heart racing, my mind spacing, my breath pacing. :)
March 2011
3 posts
Why is it that when one boy likes me i become a guy magnet? :/
February 2011
3 posts
December 2010
5 posts
Follow your dreams because the path before you may be misleading, but your dreams will always take you to where you belong
I do.
Do you know how hard it is? To sit at home. And clean the house. And do your homework. And spend time with family. When your family doesn’t want you? When your house is not your home? When you feel like you should run?
Do you know how hard it is? To be there for thirteen years. To let her call you fat? To let her call you ugly? To let her hit you? When you knew you would never do the same...
November 2010
3 posts
If You Don't Like It ... BACK OFF
Life’s getting to be a little tough. I just want the rain to come back, real rain - none of this half-ass mist. I don’t do anything half-ass, not even the weather. When I do my homework, I do it well - When I don’t do it well … I just don’t do it. When I’m with friends, my only concern is making sure everyone’s having a good time. I’m committed to...
October 2010
5 posts
How Things Go Inside my Head ...
Brain ~ Hey there, stranger.
Me ~ Please leave me alone. You're obnoxious.
Brain ~ That's not so polite, bud.
Me ~ *Screams*
Brain ~ You're crazy.
Me ~ We both are!!
Yup. There ya go.
?????? Bye Bye Ensemble ??????
My mind isn’t so full of gibberish today. It was more like my brain was in full-blown panic mode. Today I heard that there’s a good chance I got the lead role of Rosie in my school’s production of Bye-Bye Birdie. It might not seem like such a big deal, but you don’t know what this show means to me.
When I was in the fourth grade, I was in my first full-blown production at...
Kind of Blank
Today during US History, we were watching a documentary series. It was about Native Americans and the brutalities they suffered at the hands of Mexicans and Americans, as well as the wounds they inflicted on their enemies. My mind was not all there. At one point I could barely keep my eyes open and felt the elusive tug of a quick nap. Then I had too much energy and no way to channel it. So I...